Here we go again!!
I'm not very motivated to do much of anything now that the holidays are over...I guess that I just jumped on that wild roller coater and never realized I was standing in line for the emotional side of the coaster...I try to avoid that line for all I'm worth...but it sneaks up on you and you find yourself in the front seat going down the big scary hill...
This has been my week (or two)...I get up super early (my company moved...now I'm 50 miles door to door in the worst traffic you can imagine), I work all day (very busy at work), rush to leave work on time so that I can get home and hopefully beat some of the traffic (I leave at 4:00), think about maybe cooking dinner (poor Michael), maybe do some laundry and I'm in bed by 9:30 to start all over again tomorrow.
Today is was siting here thinking...OMG...is it me and really not the roller coaster?? Am I going to do this when Alison comes home??
NEVER...NO WAY...NO HOW...we will be to busy doing just everything.
Waiting for our first child has many ups and downs...today, I'm feeling like we are just coasting along now not knowing what's next and feeling like that kid that just graduated high school that doesn't know what direction to go in and you figure you can just sit it out for a couple of years until you have it all figured out...Only, I have it all figured out, but I have to sit and wait anyway.
Did I tell you, ruts make you ramble.
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