Wednesday, January 21, 2009

So much for hope :0(

It's looking like the first rumor I heard about March 2006 taking an entire year to work through may just be the rumor winner! The current rumor is that February 2009 is only going to receive two days worth of referrals bring us up to March 2, 2006.

It's going to be a very long year.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

HOPE

I have a feeling in the pit of my stomach tonight...it's called hope. I know that I've been in a rut and I know that I still am, but tonight I have a little bit of hope...I feel almost giddy and I shouldn't...I'm afraid to feel giddy.

Hope...I've been staying away from the rumor boards. I took a look tonight and I saw a rumor post that gave me a little bit of hope...I didn't realize that I was losing hope until I read that post.

The Rumor Queen is only reporting it because that is what she does...reports rumors...

The talk on the boards has been that the March 2006 Dossiers could take a full year to get through to receive referrals. The February 2009 batch of referrals is starting with the March 2006 (did I confuse you). The RQ is not saying how many days are rumored to be referred for the February batch of referrals, but she said it's rumored to be better than her projections. I just read someones post that her better projection is the end of March 2006.

I hope this rumor gets stronger and that a lot of days will be referred in February.

Hope is a funny thing...I didn't realize that I was losing hope, but I also don't want to put too much hope in a weak rumor.

I'm just going to have to wait and see like all the other families that are in the same boat as we are.

Take a look at the Rumor Queen link on the right side of my blog...you may feel a little bit of hope too.

Monday, January 12, 2009

I'm stuck in a rut...

Here we go again!!

I'm not very motivated to do much of anything now that the holidays are over...I guess that I just jumped on that wild roller coater and never realized I was standing in line for the emotional side of the coaster...I try to avoid that line for all I'm worth...but it sneaks up on you and you find yourself in the front seat going down the big scary hill...

This has been my week (or two)...I get up super early (my company moved...now I'm 50 miles door to door in the worst traffic you can imagine), I work all day (very busy at work), rush to leave work on time so that I can get home and hopefully beat some of the traffic (I leave at 4:00), think about maybe cooking dinner (poor Michael), maybe do some laundry and I'm in bed by 9:30 to start all over again tomorrow.

Today is was siting here thinking...OMG...is it me and really not the roller coaster?? Am I going to do this when Alison comes home??

NEVER...NO WAY...NO HOW...we will be to busy doing just everything.

Waiting for our first child has many ups and downs...today, I'm feeling like we are just coasting along now not knowing what's next and feeling like that kid that just graduated high school that doesn't know what direction to go in and you figure you can just sit it out for a couple of years until you have it all figured out...Only, I have it all figured out, but I have to sit and wait anyway.

Did I tell you, ruts make you ramble.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

GREAT NEWS!!

I'm going to be a GREAT AUNTIE AGAIN!!

I just got word this morning that my niece Jody is expecting her second child...this just is the best news!!!

They currently have a two year old son, Kayden...I hope this one is a girl because the boy's out number the girl's in this family, but another boy works for us too!

CONGRATULATIONS JODY AND CORY!!

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Happy Bithday Michael

Happy Birthday Husband!!

I am hoping that this is the last birthday where you are not a real daddy...I know that Lucy and Cosmo really don't count and I'm praying that we will have a real family celebration soon.

Love you Husband! Happy Birthday!

Thursday, January 1, 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Let's hope that 2009 is a good year and that it doesn't take an entire year to get threw the March 2006 referrals...that's the nasty rumor that is out there...March 2006 is supposed to be a very big month and it could take close to a year.

Here is hoping for a great year!!