and still no where near close to having Alison home.
Michael went to Mass last night and told me to pay attention to the readings when I went to Mass this morning. Well...I went to the Children's Mass and they alter the readings so that the Children can understand. I read the reading for the later Mass and it was, in a nut shell, about praying for a family and children and that if you're faithful, it will happen.
I want to believe that it will happen, and that will be when our Alison comes home...it's not going to happen any other way, miracle or not...our family will be formed when she comes home...there is no other way for this to happen.
I'm trying to stay faithful...I really am, but it is so hard sometimes to keep being positive about our adoption and the holiday's are tough...it's no ones fault...it is what it is and people truly are well meaning, but I guess that they just really don't understand what we are going through. I wouldn't understand it myself if I weren't living it every day.
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