it just has to soon!
I've been in a crazy funk for a couple of weeks now...I thought it was getting better, but it isn't. I have done nothing for the past two weekends but laundry and that is only because I had to.
I know exactly what it is to...I wonder if I will ever have my "ideal" family...is Alison going to come home...I sometimes feel that I'm going to age myself out before we even get close to our turn for a referral.
The wait is really unbearable lately...you tell yourself that if you stay busy that it will be better, time will fly by and you try not to think about it, but it is always there...you think that things are good, but it's always there on your mind even if you don't realize it and it starts to become this heavy cloud that is carried around with you always...you don't even realize it anymore because you've had it for so long. It starts to invade your life, your relationships, your energy, your motivation and self esteem...it's really got to get better.
Work is crazy right now in a good and bad way, the economy sucks, and you should see my gardens! I should be ashamed of myself...it has to get better and soon.
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